I am very stress at work….and the worst is I bring it back with me after work…especially last week…I just dunno where to start to pack the stuffs in the lab to move over to the new lab…My other lab mates…at times make me really frustrated…din even help much but started to make complains and make things difficult…erghh…but what to do…the things need to be done…still need to be done…:) Be patient lorrrrrrrrr…’yan…yan…yan…ren…ren…ren..”
Finally most stuffs had been move over to the new lab and the new place now seems to be getting there…but there are still many things to sort out in order for it to get operational….
I must say my boss being very efficient this time…he did many things at the new lab…without his efforts and time, things could have been worst…
Well, I really think I am better at admin work and organising stuffs compared to doing science…I just not clever enough…and everytime my boss questioned me about the science…I tried my best to answer and explain…but everytime it ended up not logical to him and I sounded extremely stupid…the feeling sometimes quite hard to bear…but I hope I can slowly get use to his way in doing work and try to understand his goodness in teaching and making me better at my work…so I shall think positive…and not being too sensitive in things…
Even at stress and sick moment…:( I am glad to have my mum with me last weekend….Last friday and sat nite, I just couldnt get to bed..just couldnt sleep…haha not a joke, I went into her room and sleep next to her…feel so secure and comfort…like no one can harm me cause she will protect me…wow…yes I have a very very good and patient mama…Thank God for her :)….
I happened to chat with one very nice lab manager…:)….Her advice to me is try to gain as much as I can in the lab now eventho there are difficult times…and think positive…:)…She is one of the very nice lab manager that I have encountered…I hope I have the chance to work for her in the future…:)
Wow…I have written so much…hmm should stop now…SMILE, PEACE….:)
stress…..
but, must sleep.