Bye bye Bradford~~…I am actually sad to leave the uni…I think I am going to miss everyone that come into my life…lecturers, staffs, uni friends, church friends and some of my good friends..
I also will miss my life experiences here in the UK…many ups and downs…but without them, I don think I will be what I am now…
Altho is lonely, but there is freedom…hopefully life will be much better ahead…
I am still not sure what is ahead for me…hopefully more life and colours..
SMILE 
My dream day came yesterday…been waiting for this day for so long…I am happy because my mum make effort to come over for this day….some of my friends also came to share this moment with me…but I still miss my brother, Kevin and Kenny…also my best mates at home…
Here are some moments of happiness…
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FIFA WORLDCUP 2006 finally ended…Everything begins, there is ending….ITALY is the winner!!…SMILE
I was working yesterday so din able to watch the whole match…just the penalty bits…Phew!!…But is fine…SMILE
Havin low self esteem is something very hard to bare and cope…..It becomes very difficult when confronting people…Altho, it seems nothing outside…appearence is always a SMILE…but fear inside the heart…Fear of acting silly in front of others…Fear of saying wrong words to others…Fear of not being wise enough…Fear of not dressing good enough…Fear of not being fashionable (always in Tshirt,Jeans and no make up)…Fear of not looking good (being fat and chubby)…Fear! Fear! Fear!!….Everyday seems like a battle without a peace….Shouldnt we should live in peace??…SMILE
