How would you react when someone told you…you shouldnt be here because you are so ill…you will infect others…
How would you react when you ill…no one even bother…but trying to ignore..
How would you react when you ill…you were lying..but no one even show concern how ill you actually are while they are enjoying their celebrations…does ill one not eligible to have celebration…
How would you react when some frens watching you eating aside alone, they not even say hello or smile…
How would you react when some frens watching you sitting aside alone, they not even border…
How would you react when you told someone your stuffs…but they treat them as story and tell others like a joke…
I rather I don hav frens…living alone is bad…but living with these kinds of fakers is bad too…why I said them fakers…because when they need you…they approach you and talk to you…when they dun need you…thats the way they act…
Once you thought they are your frens…thats y you get disappointed by them…because I truly treat and cherish frens that come into my life…
I miss home a lot I have to say…miss my frens who are truly friends (Nicole, Chenglian, Kamyee, Sewlan and Yonjeck - thanks for your call and new year wishes)…miss my family that truly love me unconditionally…
Drops of tears because of sadness…the hurts…the despair…that I truly will remembered…
So, is time to be strong again and live like I used to live…eventhough alone…I need to be strong…
Is chinese new year…is a new start of life…SMILE 
