Woke up at 12pm..and time to go church…the greatest presents I received were a message from my older brother, Kevin..another one from my younger brother, Kenny and also my mum…also received a phone call from cheng lian (my best mate), and I knew kam yee (my best mate) rang me too but I missed her call…also..lots of text messages from lots of my frens…happy cause people think of me during this festive season…
Arrived at church…kids requested sunday school which I not fully prepared myself at all..but I think we had good time together…I will always love my kids…
Then annseg kind enough to walk me home and we just chat for a while..:)..
Well…I miss home so much…and I really wan to go home as quick as possible…I know is emotion because my heart is on fire and burning…I wan to spend all time wit my closest one…but I will still keep smiling SMILE 
The next great present was an email from my brother, Kevin, received it at nite…
Next week will b an intense week for me…I really wan to get some work done…I really wan to do well…but I will keep smiling and not forcing myself so much SMILE
Well…I had finished writing this and the time is 12.00am…and I really hope is my last lonely xMas in the UK…SMILE
xMas eve was really quiet…was watching tv whole nite…keep pressing my remote control searching for a good entertainment…Bridget Jones on skymovie 1 and also BBC 2…well..not really interested…then I turn on to watch ‘The F word’…that’s interesting cause about food…but just an hour…then back in the room and start chatting with Hsin Chieh on msn…was mourning again saying I cannot study and feeling really bored and lonely…and I really hate festive season caused is the most depressing time…well, then we decided to go out for a walk and drink…so went out to Llyods Bar in town and we had ‘Gin and tonic’..
Had a bit of chat with Hsin chieh…I really feel like screaming out all the stresses and depress feeling stucked deep in my heart…well, I dunno how to describe it but it really hide deeply inside the heart and causes a bit of heart burn 
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Then we went to simon, ann seg and ka yu place and had a bit of chat there…was good as well…
Overall it was fun and at least something was happening on xMas eve..but heart still burning :(…but I will keep smiling ..SMILE
Happy xMaS!!…is my fourth year celebrating xmas in UK…so any special??…Thinking back of each christmas…hmm…first year was in Uni and celebrate with lots of church frens…went for carolling and it was quite fun…second year was also uni…invited to Alice for xMas meal on christmas eve and was great to taste great turkey…but pretty quiet on xMas Day itself…third year was great cause celebrate with GSK frens..Xmas meal at Jacobys!! Invited to Ayesha for xMas meal on christmas eve too..always remember her nice yorkshire pudding and roast…as usual quiet on xMas day…this year…hmm…haven been invited for any meal..so pretty quiet…but will enjoy it to the most :P…ThAnKs for all the lovely xMas cards…
SMILE
What a start of the break??…Feeling so tired…not able to leave my bed…weather is cold and dark…what a depressing weather!!
Was suppose to do revision but where is the motivation gone…come back to me please~~~~ Well, I kept advise my fren not to feel so stress but I think my stress is emerging…..NONONO!! stress dun come to me…YESYESYES!! motivation and energy please come back…:P…SMILE
After 2 weeks of preparation…today was the day ~~ my kids performing for xmas…hmm…effect wasnt that great…lots of technical problems~~pc problems…but overall I am proud of them…they onli got one week to practise and they were brave enough to perform to everyone with what they got…
<—–look at how many kids I got 
SMILE
This semester is about to end…tomorrow is the last day of semester…It has gone really quick this year…like flying "Phew Phew" :P…
Well, I will be taking a few days off to relax myself before starting all the hard work doing the revision…and will be back to London for new year celebration from 30th Dec to 2nd Jan
Tomorrow, after my last lecture at 12pm…I will be going out with hsin chieh to do some grocery cause we are going to have dinner together after all our hard work for this semester…
Then on sat, probably will off to Leeds to do some shopping…well, depends on the weather and my cold…if too cold…might just stay at home and become kaki msn again…:P…
Hurray!! Sunday is the big day…is church christmas celebration…this year, I have the opportunity to organise the whole service with my youth 
and sunday school children 
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We are going to do something very interesting :P..It was quite difficult at the beginning because I was quite busy with work for the past two weeks and have to organise this event…it was quite hectic…but I think it will be fun and is the pleasure to have this opportunity….I hope this sunday everything will come out in a piece as we dont have lots of time practising together….But I am sure God the most highest will look after us …:)….
p/s: " Everyone is welcome…since is holiday and xmas…lets invite frens to come along and celebrate together"….
SMILE
All coursework done for this semester…what’s up next is catching a cold…:)…but no worry…since all the coursework done…can rest more and hopefully the cold can leave my body faster…SMILE
Hurray!!!…won another battle…poster presentation…:) It started at 10am…but I had to wait mine being accessed at around 1.10pm..After Dr.Lindsey and Dr.Brinkworth looked at the poster, they then asked quite a number of questions..some of them quite difficult to answer…But anyway…after the questions part…they discussed among each other and gave the feedback…overall he said is good…I was so relief :P…
Then me, hsin chieh and hafiza…gather and took some pictures together…
<—- with my last piece of croissant
<—all wit my poster
<—-Hafiza poster 
<—Hsin Chieh poster
After poster presentation, wats next…celebrate…this time we went to Subway…
<—Sub of the day (Turkey breast and ham wit honey mustard sauce)
Next battle is this coming friday….Port folio!!…SMILE
