After enjoying myself for the past week…emotion striked me this weekend, I started to feel a bit down and not that cheerful…I think the main reason is because of the amount of work that need to be done by the next 3 weeks and the lost of interest and motivation…I got test tomorrow on experimental data interpretation on certain genetic disease and I always not very good at it and not very well prepared for it…after that, another one coming on wednesday…My heart started to beat a bit quicker compared to last week….
Essay need to be in by this friday and powerpoint presentation (10 minutes presentation+5 minutes questions section) with handout by next friday…My essay still half way through…at some point, kind of lost the motivation to continue to essay…I read the Journal papers…but all the words are just passing across my brain …I still dun hav idea on the presentation as yet…
At mean time, need to continue the poster which is still half way thru…still havent made the changes that need to do…hav to be in by next wednesday the lastest for printing to present on the following monday…
Supervisor gave me back my first intro draft and that need slight changes too…which means I need to dig out my brain and Journals about platelets again…Meanwhile, need to complete experimental methods and materials, COSHH forms, biological forms, experimental designs, order forms and port folio….all by next monday the lastest for supervisor to look at before the last meeting for this semester…
Todays sunday school…we were discussing on what the youth should do for the coming christmas…we are going to do stg on the 18th…As part of the sunday school, I have come up with an idea is about X factor…I kind of like the idea but I believe need lots of work too…at some point feel scare and tired…
I believe is not only me but everyone feels the same…
I knew being emotional, that is no point to force myself study or do all the work…,so, I gave myself a bit of time to refresh my mind and try to think wisely…I felt like making phone call…first I would like to ring my mum, my closest fren..but after counting the time difference…she must be still sleeping…then I rang Hafiza,she really cheered me up and we were talking about fasting and chat for 40 minutes long…really great fren..
Then started to relax myself by msning…was chatting with quite a few people, yin, yun, han, simon…is great to have them chatting wit me tonite…after all this, there is one person who motivate me again…hmm…apparently it should b a secret…but to my little brother kenny…jeje love u too and promise bring you to disneyland next year ok :)…
Well, being emotional is part of life…just hav to take it and dun let it let you down to long…so SMILE 
P/s: After wrote all this, got a message from Matt…wishing me to hav a good week…and his text make me feel I am not alone…I am glad to hav u guys …SMILE
